I wish you knew
… how I imagine it would and could be everyday. I long for that kiss, the one full of passion with a tender embrace. My mouth waters as I think of your lips, their perfect shape from corner to corner. Watching them in my mind as they purse together remembering every detail of their slightest movement. I think about being close to your face, feeling the tension, as we both wait to see who will make the first move. I inhale deeply letting air fill my lungs of to capture your sweet smell…
but I can say the same thing, you don’t love me anymore; well at least you don’t love me the way you used to anymore. I remember how I ached for your lips, every part of me longed to feel your body againts mine…
how can I kiss you when I don’t see the passion I want in your eyes. How can I give you the message of what I want, without actually giving it to you. I want to feel, and I’m looking at you to fulfill me. How can I make you see, that your not loving me the way I want it to be?
but it gets harder now to want. Because after some time of fighting and trying to get your attention, eventually I’m not going to want it anymore.
Now and then I think of when we were together,
Like when you said you felt so happy you could die,
Told myself that you were right for me,
But felt so lonely in your company,
But that was love and it’s an ache I still remember.
You can get addicted to a certain kind of sadness,
Like resignation to the end,
Always the end,
So when we found that we could not make sense,
Well you said that we would still be friends,
But I’ll admit that I was glad that it was over.
But you didn’t have to cut me off,
Make out like it never happened,
And that now we’re nothing,
And I don’t even need your love,
But you treat me like a stranger,
And that feels so rough,
No you didn’t have to stoop so low,
Have your friends collect your records,
And then change your number,
I guess that I don’t need that though,
Now you’re just somebody that I used to know,
Now your just somebody that I used to know,
Now your just somebody that I used to know.
Now and then I think of all the times you screwed me over
But had me believing it was always something that I’d done
But I don’t wanna live that way
Reading into every word you say
You said that you could let it go
And I wouldn’t catch you hung up on somebody that you used to know…
sorry life, i choose my dreams
When I read, I’m not so lonely anymore.
Flight Facilities - Crave You
Around his little finger, that boy has got me curled
I try to reach out, but he’s in his own world
This boy’s got my head tied in knots with all his games
I simply want him more because he looks the other way
PINKIE PIE
When sex started becoming easier to get, love started becoming harder to find.
- Author Unknown
Janet Jackson - I get so lonely
No it’s not fear, it’s more like… ‘excitement of the unknown’
Everything is always created twice, first in the mind and then in reality
- Author Unknown
Baby, My Worst Mistake
Was Letting You Ever Get Away, Away From Me.
And I Couldn’t See Everything
When It Was Right There In My Face
Baby, it’s killing me
How Are You Okay?
When I Can’t Be Around You.
Don’t You Feel Pain That I Feel Without You?
Cause I Have To Pretend That You Don’t Make A Difference,
It’s The Lie That I’m Living In.
When It Does It Go Away, When Does It Go Away, When Does It Go Away?
Orange (Tomato) Looking Bun
I totally thought this bun looked more like a tomato than an orange but my classmates convinced me otherwise. However the insides tasted sweet and tomato-ie!
Hallelujah - Beatles by Kelly Mooney (lyrics version)
HAPPY EASTER EVERYONE!